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BNW A1 p.3 < Use this link for the reading done on 29 APR

well i have to say it just gets more and more strange...and yet makes a lot of sense... the religious service in particular... although, i don't go to church so it doesn't really bother me at all. if people want to believe that their communion with a higher being is to be that way thats their right. however, it seemed like Bernard wasn't really into it... i was intrigued by Helmholtz's description of how he doesn't feel complete in his writing because he doesn't feel like he's touching people with it. i liked this part because personally i look to accomplish this in my writing/poetry as well. I could empathize with the character on this level...and thought it was sad that his writing seemed to be structured in a way that he couldn't feel accomplished in what he did because of it. i also was interested in the description of Bernard and the way he reacts/interacts with other people because of how he feels about himself. i am a strong believer in that what you feel makes you think and therefor act and thus become. and that people have no choice but to react to the way that you are. Insecurities make horrible thoughts...i know because i have lived with tons of them. i couldn't rightly be who i really am because i let my insecurities overtake my thoughts. it made me unhappy and my life worse because of it. ~Corinna  Well the book is okay to me so far, to be honest the book is wierd as crap. I am trying me best to follow every nook and cranny that this book is throwing at me but it is not as easy as it may seem.lol In Chapter 4 part one i believe that something is begining between Bernard and Lenina. They to me are showing some sort of signs of wanting to be with eachother, yet they are to scared to do anything about it. Until i read further into this all i can say is that i am going to try and follow this book and it is beggining to grab my attention. ~ Kaitlyn